Kiss My Sad
I guess you could say that I’m actually really sad and hurting on the inside. I don’t like to show people certain sides of me, just because I feel it’s none of their business. But I’ve been trying to keep strong for myself lately, for I feel like I’m all that I have, but it seems like things just keep getting worse. I’ve come to realize that even though I’m happy around my friends, I’m actually a real sad story. Most people would never guess so, but I guess that just shows how well I keep my personal life to myself. I just want things to get better, to get better for all of us. Things haven’t been the same for years, and I feel like I’m the only one who puts an effort into making things better. I’m happy and sad all at the same time. My outlook on life keeps me going, keeps me inspired, keeps me alive. But it’s all coming down on me finally, and tonight I had a little taste of the sorrow.